I meant what I said

I just can't lost you.
I'm willing to do anything.
Anything to make you stay by my side.
I don't care if it risk my life.
Just to make you stay, I'll do whatever.
I love you with all my heart. all my true heart.
I will never betray you, never ever.
I meant what I said.

I'm sorry if I did something hurt you.
1million times sorry.
truthfully sorry.
I'm so happy that you will forgive me.
I really really happy that you never give up on me.
You are the best man in my life.
You will be my man forever.
I mean it.
I want you to remember that
No matter what, I will not leave you.
I will not let you go easily.


I Love You, Chow Jinn Shyan

Sixteen

So many things could happened.
Bad things Good things.
But everything have a purpose.
It teaches me a lesson.
How to fit in this world?
But what I hate the most is how the family treats me.
I am the eldest but I am the liar to them
People always make mistake
Hate it when they say I'm always not on time.
WTF...?! like they do?
Never mind, I'm used to all these shit.
My life was fated that way.
Hate to be sixteen.

Glad

To me, this is like a dream.
I never thought that someone would love me that much.
I always dreamed about having a good boyfriend.
Cause I'm deserved to be treated like that.
But then, this someone treat me better than what i thought.
I really glad to have him. He's mine. I had him.
Thanks for his exist, Thanks for everything.
But somehow people will think I'm crazy in love.
Yes, Indeed. I am crazy about him.

Shawn Chow Jinn Shyan

There's a someone who care for me
There's a someone who always protecting me
There's a someone who love me for me
There's a someone who brings happiness for me
There's a someone who always stand by my side

And that someone I can't simply lost
That someone I wish to spend my life with
That someone I always care about
That someone I love
That someone I wish to rely on

In order to not lost that someone,
I will do anything to make you stay
I will do anything to let you happy

I love him for who he is
I love him for the way he act
I love him for no reason
I love him like air to breath
I love him like crazy

There he is, My boy My Man My hubby.
I love you.

unexpected soulmate

Dear hubby,
Thanks for your exist.
Thanks for coming into my life.
Thanks for caring me.
Thanks for your love.
Thanks for everything u did to me.
I love you so much.
And I wish you love me like I do.

喝酒的女人

喝酒的女人，是没男人疼的女人。哪有男人会让自己的女人在外醉酒。

喝酒的女人，是受过伤的女人。在现实生活中一次次跌倒，满腔热情换回满心伤痕。

喝酒的女人，迷恋酒精的麻痹，失去了酒精的麻醉夜不能眠。

喝酒的女人，心里有太多的苦楚，心底有许多许多的寂寞。

喝酒的女人，爱上了不该爱的人，她们穿过杯底可以看见所爱男人的眼泪。

喝酒的女人，是因为想掩饰所有人前的不快，她们只有醉酒才是解脱。

喝酒的女人，只有酒精才能明白她心里最需要的是什么，最想念的是什么，最割舍不下的又是什么。

喝酒的女人，知道自己想要的是什么，却不能去追求。

喝酒的女人，害怕伤害了身边人的心，却让自己的心千疮百孔。

喝酒的女人，不是淑女，她们从来不会在喝酒时矜持。她们会借着酒精高喊：男人没一个好东西。

喝酒的女人，是...

烟，抽的是寂寞

再次点起烟的刹那，我们清楚地知道，自己不再期盼别人的关心或者更在意别人的心疼。其实没什么。不是吗？只是，爱上了有烟陪伴的感觉，让自己解脱，让自己轻松，让自己飞翔，让自己发泄，让自己，找到陷入快乐的方式。不错，如果这个世界不能，至少，烟能。　　烟给我颓废的感觉，可是在适当的时候我却觉得颓废很美很美。有人说男人抽烟很有腔调，只是谁都不知道烟后面的男人有着怎么样的伤。

男人抽烟只为一种心中的忧愁，看到烟圈的升腾与逝去，忧愁同时变得虚无飘渺。 心烦的时候，无聊的时候，总希望所有不快，都随烟飘散。但似乎一切都是徒劳，在里面我只能找到些许，颓废与放纵。找不到爱的人，颓废的确是一种美，而且是我很喜欢的那种，不过我常常努力让自己不那么颓废。 抽烟是一种深呼吸，有人抽烟也许是因为午夜的寂寞与孤独，或许也是为...