missing you

Boy, can I say I miss you?
I can't stop thinking about you.
My days become different without you.
Everything are different, missing and falling apart.
I wish you were here.
I wish I can hug you now.
I wish things go back to where it started.
Maybe I can't win your heart.
But I willing to wait for you.
I know I'm stupid.
But you have to know that,
I don't want to give up you.
LIKE I PORMISED!

Something unspoken

Boy,
I really need to tell you this.
I don't know whether you're gonna ignore this or what.
I can't live without you. Living without you are like meaningless
I'm not acting pity or what.
It's just I gotta to tell you that.
I STILL LOVE YOU! I WISH YOU WILL COME BACK!
I know somehow 'forever' sound ridiculous.
But I'm serious with it. Cause what I said to you I do it.
I know you're losing hope on love.
But please, don't lose hope on yourself.
There's still a long road to go.
Boy, please remember what I told you.
Please remember there's someone still waiting for you.
There's someone still loving you.
There's someone concern about your life.
I maybe not a perfect girl, not good looking.
But I got the heart to care for you.
I don't want there is still something unspoken.
I want to let you know that.
Appreciate your life. please.






Yet, I need to tell you that.
I will do what I promise!
Beloved one, IMY

Rest In Peace

Dear, grandpa. I known that sometimes we did argue and disrespect you.
But we still love you no matter what. I regret for being a naughty kid to you.
I remembered I threw stone at you when I was younger. I'm sorry about that.
My brother and I are sorry about what we did wrong to you in the past.
Now that God already call you and You're leaving us to a whole new place.
You must rest in peace, we will meet someday again. I love you grandpa.

Staring at you

Did you knew? That I love to stare at you.
There is so much thing I see through when I stare at you.
I saw what's love is, I saw how to love someone.
I felt happy when I stare at you,
I'm happy cause I had you, I finally had my true love.
When you hold my hands and walk in front of me, I always stares you at behind.
I felt extremely happy cause you are the one who always stayed at my side.
You bring me happiness, You let me know that how great is love.
You always care for me, always cheer me up, always standby me,
always protects me, always accompany me, always loving me,
always holding my hands and never let go.
Did you notice, I always hug you from behind?
Whenever I hugs you from behind, I know that this shoulder will always be mine.
I know that I can always rely on you, I know that this shoulder will never leave me.
But my dearest hubby, whenever you need me, I'm always here for you.
I will let you cry on my shoulder, I won't let you cry alone.
I love you forever, Shawn Chow Jinn Shyan

My words

I'm just 16 years old, consider young.
Still a immature, still have a long way.
But there's something I've learn in my life.
Something really reeeally important.
I've learn to fall in love,
Maybe others would said that I'm crazy.
Because a 16 years old girl falls in love like....insane
But whatever, I know what I'm thinking.
People used to say that I'm always so rush,
Never think clearly then take action.
I know cause that's the old me.
I'm much more different now.
It's not that I being proud of myself,
It just that I know I won't be regret after all this.
I've decide to love him forever.
I meant what I said, I never ever love someone like this.
I'm not insane, I'm just happy that I had him.
I will hold on to him forever, FOREVER!!
I want to marry him, I want to spend to rest of my life with him.
I love you forever Shawn Chow Jinn Shyan.
I wont love anyone else beside you.
I will never ever leave you as I already promised.

Take Good Care

The old ones always say men need to work
and while ladies need to take care the babies at home.
I know you need to work hard,
I will work hard too.
But remember to take care yourself,
Don't get sick, Don't too tired, Remember to drink water.
I'm always here for you whenever you need me.
When I'm not at your side,
You must take care yourself.
I promise that I will take care myself and
inform you whatever happened.

I ♥ You

If you believe it,
We will always be together.
Please don't give up on me.
I will carry you into the rest of my life.
I love you forever